Woke up this morning and I couldnt get this song out of my head. Its is such a beautiful song by such a wonderful person... I ended up playing that song on repeat for an hour.. :)
It's like yesterday
I didn't even know your name
Now today
You're always on my mind
I never could have predicted that I'd feel this way
You are a beautiful surprise
Intoxicated every time I hear your voice
You've got me on a natural high
It's almost like I didn't even have a choice
You are a beautiful surprise
Whatever it is that you came to teach me
I am here to learn it cause
I believe that we are written in the stars
I don't know what the future holds
But I'm living in the moment
And I'm thankful for the man that you are, you are, you are
You are everything I ask for in my prayers
So I know my angels brought you to my life
Your energy is healing to my soul
You are a beautiful surprise
You are an inspiration to my life
You are the reason why I smile
You are a beautiful surprise
-India Arie.
Monday, 30 March 2009
Sunday, 29 March 2009
It's just emotions
10am: Started of the day feeling energetic! Full of wisdom (chewah...)! Happiness and Joy...
6.30pm: Lethargic, lazy, helpless, just didnt feel like doing anything at all! Or see anyone.
I hate when that happens.. Although you know that it is possible to set your mind straight and keep the energy going. But some how, I tend to just succumb to the negative-ness of the moment.
Some people are able to pick up their masks and not suffocate behind it for many hours. I can't even last for 2 seconds. The negativity in me shows the minute someone looks at my sour face. It's like, there's a sign on my neck saying "Don't fuckng talk to me right now!" But somehow, I think I always forget to hang that sign on my neck, or maybe the writing is too small that people might not able to read it. Pfftt... I can't hide my feelings.. It's a bad habit that I have... Succumb to the negativity.
When I was a little girl, when ever I want smething from the toy section, I would never utter a word to my mom or my dad. Instead, I would stare at it and not more from 'that' spot. They would ask me a few times, giving the chance to say "YES!", but I just couldn't do it. I just couldn't open my mouth, blink one eye, smile or frown.. Nothing! Just stood there staring. Mom would just drag me by the hand and I would make myself heavy.. Dragging my whole body.. And sometimes, after that incident, when ever they walk (especially in a mall, window shopping) I would keep a constant distance. Hahaha... When they walk I walk, when they stop, I stop. HAHAHHAHA... what a retard.
These emotions in me are horrible! Thank God I'm not like that anymore! Can you imagine? hmm... ok.. Probably 2%.. hehe..
6.30pm: Lethargic, lazy, helpless, just didnt feel like doing anything at all! Or see anyone.
I hate when that happens.. Although you know that it is possible to set your mind straight and keep the energy going. But some how, I tend to just succumb to the negative-ness of the moment.
Some people are able to pick up their masks and not suffocate behind it for many hours. I can't even last for 2 seconds. The negativity in me shows the minute someone looks at my sour face. It's like, there's a sign on my neck saying "Don't fuckng talk to me right now!" But somehow, I think I always forget to hang that sign on my neck, or maybe the writing is too small that people might not able to read it. Pfftt... I can't hide my feelings.. It's a bad habit that I have... Succumb to the negativity.
When I was a little girl, when ever I want smething from the toy section, I would never utter a word to my mom or my dad. Instead, I would stare at it and not more from 'that' spot. They would ask me a few times, giving the chance to say "YES!", but I just couldn't do it. I just couldn't open my mouth, blink one eye, smile or frown.. Nothing! Just stood there staring. Mom would just drag me by the hand and I would make myself heavy.. Dragging my whole body.. And sometimes, after that incident, when ever they walk (especially in a mall, window shopping) I would keep a constant distance. Hahaha... When they walk I walk, when they stop, I stop. HAHAHHAHA... what a retard.
These emotions in me are horrible! Thank God I'm not like that anymore! Can you imagine? hmm... ok.. Probably 2%.. hehe..
Saturday, 28 March 2009
Useless
I am useless...
how long has it been since I had the courage to write about something..
I skip the emotions.. Or more like I feel as if I have so much to do and I cant secure them into their right spots..
More like, bad time management... Horrible time management! That's what I have..
I have plans in my head, and they seemed to get into the right places there, but not in reality...
I know this doesnt just happens to me.. A lot of us do experience the same thing..
Some may just walk pass it, some may stop to have a good look at it.. and some just panic and dont know what to do after..
Well... Life is not easy :)
how long has it been since I had the courage to write about something..
I skip the emotions.. Or more like I feel as if I have so much to do and I cant secure them into their right spots..
More like, bad time management... Horrible time management! That's what I have..
I have plans in my head, and they seemed to get into the right places there, but not in reality...
I know this doesnt just happens to me.. A lot of us do experience the same thing..
Some may just walk pass it, some may stop to have a good look at it.. and some just panic and dont know what to do after..
Well... Life is not easy :)
Wednesday, 30 January 2008
Trippies!
It's been a while since we had a family vacation.. I'm Goin to CAMBODIA tomorrow!!! YeeeWoooooo
-Synchronicity Out-
-Synchronicity Out-
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