Some things never change..

I am suppose to be sleeping, but after taking a late night warm shower, I started playing 'Bookworm' online. Although as geeky as it sounds, it's freakin addictive. I never get pass level 9 but just now, finally, just as I got to level 10 ....... BOOM! I lost. I took it as a sign, a sign for me to climb into bed. So I did. I didn't invite my laptop to come with, but she did anyway. heheehe...

I hope that I won't oversleep in the morning since I have to get up to settle my flight ticket back to Melbourne. Ahh... Melbourne.. What a great place to be.. Confusing weather but that's the beauty of the place.. But don't worry, I still complain too.. hehe..

KL.. another great wonderful place. Well, nothing can beat home and that goes for all of us. Where ever you go, how far you've traveled or how long you've been gone, home will always be home. For me, KL is my home. As sucky as it can be at times (like now with the bloody haze and shit) I love it still.

It was 10:30pm, I felt like eating KFC again so mami told me to go buy since they were closing in half an hour at that time. She asked me to get my brother or my dad to follow me but I quickly grab my bag and my keys and made my way out of the house shouting 'I'll be fine!' to her. When I was in the car, I can see her worrying face.

I smiled to myself. Mothers, I shurgged and drove off while waving to my dad who's wiping dirt off his cars. Mothers will always be mothers won't they? No matter how old you are they will always see you as their baby. Fathers too, but, as usual, the man ego, they won't show much affection will they? hehe.. My mami always say, when you are a parent, then you will understand. Which is true, you will never know or understand until you have experienced it, or even anything and everything.

After I got my chicken, I slowly drove back towards my house and I was contemplating whether to go back straight away or just drive around for a little bit. I thought to myself, if this was years back, I'd take any opportunity I can get to sneak away to drive around and have a ciggie before I head home. So, as soon as I reach a right turning a couple of houses away from mine, I turned. Took out a ciggie and lit it up. Drove slowly on the normal route me and JJ always take when we want to take a stroll.

Momeries kept flashing. Good, bad, whatever.. My perfume smell cought my nose and I remembered when I saw Nurul a couple of days ago. I was sitting beside her at a Mamak, while talking, she cut me and said, 'You are still wearing Armani, aren't you?' I smiled and nodded.

As I nearly finish my ciggie, I was near home again. I could hear my mami's cheerful voice welcoming me and the chicken home when i was opening the front door.. And at that time, everyone's in the livingroom doing their own thing. My brother's playing his Japanese song on the piano, Mami's busy downloading online games on hers and Dad's laptop, and Dad's just tiredly sitting there waiting. Again, I smiled to myself and I joined them.

Not long after I got home, JJ called. Made me even happier. For some reason, the conversation we had, reminded me of old times, even before we were together. I thought to myself, some things never change....

Over time, in our lives, we can't avoid changes but we often neglect the little little things that are still the same. I always remind myself, (when I'm feeling positive of course), that without sadness and changes, where would the happiness be?


-Synchronicity Out-